*Let Me Out I’m Stuck

Wednesday July 1, 2015

2:47 p.m.

Stone Brewery, San Diego International Airport Terminal 2

Yesterday was the 30th. I moved out of my Grandview apartment, my last apartment in San Diego. Justin helped me. Mi amore. ♥︎.

After securing my things into a storage unit, we returned the truck and went to Schooner Station for the $5 beers and even cheaper slices. We spent the night at a nearby hotel (his parents are still in town, staying at his house). It was nice. A private space for us to say goodbye one more three more times.

And that’s Justin. He is amazing. But he is also here which I am no longer…Today I am moving to San Francisco. Today I am moving to San Francisco. My handwriting shakes at the power of that sentence.

I packed my bags. I stuffed my storage. I kissed my man goodbye.—I do care about Justin. A lot. It’s weird to be the one moving on. I know what it’s like to be left behind.—But I can’t think about that now. I’m moving to San Francisco!

I’m sitting at the airport bar, drinking a beer before my flight. Tonight I’m sleeping at my sublet, a room in the Inner Richmond neighborhood, is that right? Laurel Heights? Is that a thing? I don’t feel like pulling out my phone, so I’ll figure that out later.

Anyway, the plan is to live there for one month. For the first week I just wanna relax and explore the city. I am so excited to walk in a city again! Next week I start my new job. Then, I’ll start looking for a more permanent place to live. How hard can it be? After all, I’m a city girl. *:)

Today I am moving to San Francisco…

I just had to shift down a barstool. My thoughts were becoming too strong to have a stranger sitting so close to me.

But my food is here now, so I’ll put this away. See you in San Francisco!!!!